Candy: dialogue within a split mind

LT: Is this redemption just a candy for my mind

GN: thought you were burned from there long, long, ago

   are you still beautiful or is this misrecall.

LT: (2:) Never is the only way (1:) you (3:) ever (4:) leave

GN: if breath were mine it leaves in disrespair

   do you still laugh

you...

And all that you had wished that I would say

never w(ever)ould enter my mind

And all the kinds of things that I should

do never w(ever)ould come to

be And all the man that I co-

uld be never w(ever)ould

happen to be me And the

life that so desperately

wishes itself upon me

never w(ever)ould

Allexceptforthisonelittlething

things only strangers (would believe)

An audible voice woke me up

today.  it said "Hey''

it Wasn't mine 

I repeated the word once 0r twice

Or thrice perhaps

before (and after) [ testing]

but  it  wasn't M - ine 

and  love  is  golden  and you are beautiful  ( 

)

the mother of - a sonnet (or rather a feeble attempt at maintaining an artificial rhyming scheme)

Necessity is no longer necessary

I've lost mind (my)

You hold mine (  )

Take this airy

Thought of you as ordinary

Norm to the lost find

Finest to the fine

Bold of you as contrary

Hope would ever be for you

To learn this 

Come in

Do

you really expect his

Life to be open

fridays - my first (intentional attempted) rondel

That which is left up and gone

A belief on a misunderstanding

A life on a misunderestimating

Far and far and left and left alon(e)

Ever so much that remains is wrong

hands and ears are (so much) ever wringing

That which is left up and gone

A belief on a misunderstanding

One knee down on the lawn

An open case and a mispurchasing

An open life and a (mis)thinking

One knee down on

That which is left up and gone

inept

(please)

with (don't) me please

toy

toy

love is but a fragile pain intent 

on shattering my 

discontent

and I (violently) do need 

somehow do (self) wish.

(please) 

that it could be this.

some fun I had

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