life

Maybe if I just could find the right combination of words, something big would happen.  Oh wait, no.  Life doesn't work that way.  

Why are things always so much harder than they seem.  Or at least they seem that way.

I feel like Kansas's wall is holding me back.  Perhaps as in the song, there is no wall.  I'm not there yet...

Why is it so hard to get up and get done things that I want to do.  Things that I need to do.  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHk_Emakefg&feature=related